“So, you consider yourself to be a.. what?
A self-destructive, head-above-the-clouds, angsty, messy artist
With no grip on reality or any sense of what the real world will show you?
Show you, show you disappointment, struggle and leave you considering a new career,
You do have a backup plan, right?
When you’re dreams to become the next Great American novelist inevitably fails?
You do have an idea of that, right?”
My words have show me
That there’s a place to dream
A hope to strive for
And a world in which
My voice can be heard
They help me sleep and dream of new worlds.
why do I write?
I write to print the messages of my mind onto the canvas of the world that I live in.
I write to live
Through the universes of my own mind.
To escape the tethers of the one I reside in.
I write to live.
From June 13th to July 2nd, I got to attend the Kentucky Governor’s School For The Arts as a creative writing student. The program is a fully paid, 3 week arts intensive where students got to spend 24/7 being fully immersed in their crafts while disconnected from their families and in a completely independent setting. However, when I say independent, I don’t mean complete and total freedom. The program did have their share of strange safety rules that made 16/17 year olds feel like kindergartners, but I digress.
The program helped me learn a lot about my identity as a writer. In good ways and in bad ones. I learnt about how much I enjoyed writing in a group setting. I like performing in front of people. I rediscovered my love for poetry, if that feeling had ever left. I learnt that I don’t like playwriting and struggle to come up with dialogue for characters. I learnt what it’s like to write, and not think about anything else. not school, SAT or ACT or college. It was intense, exhausting and a little maddening on some days but I could not be more grateful to have been able to attend. The community that formed after the program, the friends I made and the mentors who I got to speak to, made all the hard work and sleepless nights worth it.
At the end of the program, I created a 20 page chapbook which compiled all my writing from the duration of GSA. I named it “A Few Love Letters” as a dedication to a recurring theme of love in all my writing. This could mean romantic love, love for family, love for home or even love for someone who doesn’t always deserve it.
Over the next few days, I’ll publish the pieces I wrote. Some of these poems are short, some pieces are long. Each was written from the heart and I couldn’t be prouder of them. So enjoy!